Replays.

I'm replaying all the time we went through together until we are what we are now. It takes a lot, yes. It takes courage, it takes one to strip all the walls surrounding it and walks bare, naked. Submitting self to the sea of fire, to the sea of pain, of grieving, of self discoveries, of tears, of being fallen and rising up again. Of losing one and gaining another. It does take a lot. We are truly submitting ourselves to the god of loves. It has been four years and still the day i met you seems like just yesterday. I have been too wicked and too long been fucked up to be thinking straight and pulling myself together when i met you. I have been miserable and pretty in a deep mess of state when you discovered me. Through your patience, what once seems like just friends now become our love. Just out of your name and being my heart can compose thousands of songs, thousands of them altogether bouncing and jamming my chest whenever i look at you. Whenever I'm listening to you telling me stories. Whenever you are mad at me. I have been blessed to have you and your love. Really. To strip down these walls has taken me to be swallowed completely and.. thanks to that i am reborn. Here, cheers to me walking ahead to a better self. To our, better future.