Night wanders

I never really realized how much I missed those moments when we jumped up in the car and ride to nowhere, wandering around town, lost in our own language of silence and enjoying every bit of it.

The lights, the smell of the car, the roads.. and having you beside me.. those memories are priceless. In the end, these memories I have that matters the most in the end, when I don't have anything else left for me in this world.

And having you with me now, that's the greatest gift God have given to me since my Mother and my Brothers.

And I long to live the rest of my life with you.

I remember when we first excited imagining our life as a husband and wife; the unplanned date, unplanned trip to beaches..

And I can't help but to stare at you all the time back then.

Come to rescue

I'm used to being hurt all the time, swallow everything that has been thrown at me, and I'm used to keeping everything to myself. I don't speak of how much you have hurt me, how much of what you are doing actually hurts me, I just don't talk about it. Because I knew it all along that's the price I have to pay to be a person who capable of to understand other people. Of bearing all the pain. And I knew that's the price I have pay too because of what I did to you, not once, twice, thrice but countless times.

That phase I'm done and through with.

On this day, when the sun is setting and I'm clueless of what you are doing, this same setting, this weather, reminds me of too many hurtful things that happened around this hour. And I don't want to remember all that.

And that's where you come to rescue. I just need to embrace this beautiful setting the God has created for us to enjoy, to have it to our fullest. To remember the beauty of it. And to make the best memories out of it.

I might not have any money, I don't have any luxuries in life but I have you. You are all that matters to me.

All these while, I'm trying to create the best memories about us. That's the only treasure that I can keep with me, for the rest of my life.

On this day, when the sun is setting, you once again come to my rescue.

Missing You

I'm not accustomed to be without you, one of these days

Darling

Tick Tock

Counting hours. Anytime now.

The first miracle out of two.

The beginning of it all.

Happy birthday, yayang :)